I don't know what's happening to us, this might be the end, yet a part of me begging for you. I said before, what if, if someday I blame myself for not giving us a try.. And now I'm wondering around, why don't we give us a try?
I'm all alone now, and I have plenty of times to think about things, many things, and you always come out in everything. Why aren't you here? Why don't you say everything is gonna be alright? I'm merely human, I'm in desperate need of someone, I need you.
I never had the chance to feel your hands, i bet your palm is twice bigger than me, mine is really really tiny. I wonder how tall you are, do I have to lift my feet to kiss you? I want to sleep in your arms, I want to breathe your smell overnight.
I don't know why, I never know and will never know. I just wish, one of us have enough guts to fight for us, I don't have enough guts, why? Cause I'm afraid you'll leave me off-handed, you.. never fight for me, you.. never say, you.. why don't you fight for me? Tell me your fears, what are you afraid of, and I'll fight it all.
I tried to reach you, but you show me a dead end. That's a no-enter-sign for me, is it? I really really wanna call you, but I don't know, I'm afraid.
I know you've been great out there, you might not even spend a second to think about me. But I've got to tell, just so you know, I said I love you and I swear I still do.
I just.. love you. I'm starting to get crazy.
And again, I don't know.
