I..... I don't know what I'm feeling right now, my lungs cry for air, my heart beats half-alive...
Home doesn't feel so homey no more.
I just want everyone to be good, but I know I can't help keeping myself happy by trying to please everyone.
And I'm stuck in a condition where it is so hard to let go, one does not simply leave. That one has been terribly nice and sweet, I have no idea on mind to hurt that one. I can't.
Yet, I hate to see a face smiling next to your face, despite the fact that I know it might be good for you...
Why you no say anything?
And if you happen to read this... Ping me.

